020305

slp over it n tml everything tt happened todae will b gone...yup tts my theory....or issit a mask tt i put on everydae????dun noe y i feel dwn todae mayb iz coz mrs li lesson realli killed my heart todae....sch ened earli todae den tru rene n i went to watch constantine...which ws gre8..keanu reeves was so handsome n gre8 in his actg...den we bought presents fer burhan n angela den we went home....yah.....dun feel rite todae...whrs my mentor???....

010305

past few daes my blog stuff seems real sad....wonder wats this ridiculous obsession wif love.....wat am i sayg myab i just dun noe anything abt love...foolin mysel...well mayb my heart has yet again hardened n blocked out a problem in my heart fer so long....anways...todae was the investiture...n yah i was so paiseh in frnt of teachers todae coz miss quek keep tuckg in my sort shirt fer mi...wah...was super paiseh lor....anways we r now known as student council...which is to mi sound better lor...bud whats within.....u can nv tell...anyways ill onli b in the council till my steppg dwn in may..so haf to bear wif it....den basicalli this yr we got reception...den sch goes just as normal...n we went home lor....yah....whrs my mentor????.....

210205

well...its been a long long week...filled wif like loads of test...realli hope i dun let him dwn or anything.....been listeng to a song....i guess it realli describes alot abt wad im in rite now...so many signs...gd bad...all like arrows coming in all directions towards mi all at once.....sometimes u feel like giving up bud something makes u feel theres hope..n then something brings u dwn..n makes u wanna gif up...ur heart feels so confused.....n soon mayb u will just harden ur heart n finalli u gif up coz u cant take anymore...what is love u sae....i guess sometimes im just foolin myself....wad i tot would be will nv be....."wateva it takes or how my heart breaks i will b rite here waitg fer u....."tts one part of the song.....whrs my mentor...nd u to teach mi something rite now....tryg to hold on strong...whr r ya.....

210205

patience....a powerful word....a word tt sometimes could nv describe me.....thru these months i'll haf to sae tt i haf been patient....patient wif something tt i realli tot would happen....mayb i just nd to go thru loads of hardships b4 having the results....Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life and there are few that finds it.(Matthew 7:13-14)....very meaningful....i guess im realli hoping fer a miracle...anways todae is the start of the ca week..seems like bowen is startg ca week n stuff liao..last time was onli class test n all tt....anways....todae is ss n eng paper which both were ok i guess....orh yah...black hawk down rawks..iz kinda farnnie..haha...well...whrs my mentor????.....

180205

a big change ppl....a gre8 dae man....todae i could to tp....yah....den it was like i asked the cher den he let mi go....cool...yah it was gre8 lor the poly n i finalli found the course tt im set for....n i must sae it was the best poly visit too....like everything was planned beri well lor...got to noe like almost everything in detail lor...yah...den after tt tru rene glad yaza qy haz mui mui fi fi went to tm to look fer the class jersey stuff...bud when we went there the shop close dwn haha den we walk walk arnd den saw a playgrnd....den we were like playg there...den there was this turning thing yaza ask mi to try...so i tried den iz like i was carrying my bag den the more she turn i turn faster den my bag was liike flying up lor...haha....den they play water...den each of dem tried it n it was super farnnie when they screamed....haha....whrs my mentor???.....

170205

well...all i can sae is this week isn't a gd week at all....to top it off e student council is having a reharsal tml n i cant go to tp....man...im like super wan go tp n to top it off even more dey all wan mi do dc duty........wah...........my future......i wan go see th desgining sch there man...y....arrggg........whrs my mentor????.....

140205


If I could only let you know I'd give up everything I own For just one more day with you There's nothing I wouldn't do I could not let it pass me by If I make every sacrifice To bring me back your love If only we could live twice If only we could live twice....i guess this best suit my mood rite now....so much fer v dae...whrs my mentor???.....