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2005-03-02T19:47:00.000-08:00

020305

slp over it n tml everything tt happened todae will b gone...yup tts my theory....or issit a mask tt i put on everydae????dun noe y i feel dwn todae mayb iz coz mrs li lesson realli killed my heart todae....sch ened earli todae den tru rene n i went to watch constantine...which ws gre8..keanu reeves was so handsome n gre8 in his actg...den we bought presents fer burhan n angela den we went home....yah.....dun feel rite todae...whrs my mentor???....

2005-03-01T22:11:00.000-08:00

010305

past few daes my blog stuff seems real sad....wonder wats this ridiculous obsession wif love.....wat am i sayg myab i just dun noe anything abt love...foolin mysel...well mayb my heart has yet again hardened n blocked out a problem in my heart fer so long....anways...todae was the investiture...n yah i was so paiseh in frnt of teachers todae coz miss quek keep tuckg in my sort shirt fer mi...wah...was super paiseh lor....anways we r now known as student council...which is to mi sound better lor...bud whats within.....u can nv tell...anyways ill onli b in the council till my steppg dwn in may..so haf to bear wif it....den basicalli this yr we got reception...den sch goes just as normal...n we went home lor....yah....whrs my mentor????.....

2005-02-27T18:00:00.000-08:00

210205

well...its been a long long week...filled wif like loads of test...realli hope i dun let him dwn or anything.....been listeng to a song....i guess it realli describes alot abt wad im in rite now...so many signs...gd bad...all like arrows coming in all directions towards mi all at once.....sometimes u feel like giving up bud something makes u feel theres hope..n then something brings u dwn..n makes u wanna gif up...ur heart feels so confused.....n soon mayb u will just harden ur heart n finalli u gif up coz u cant take anymore...what is love u sae....i guess sometimes im just foolin myself....wad i tot would be will nv be....."wateva it takes or how my heart breaks i will b rite here waitg fer u....."tts one part of the song.....whrs my mentor...nd u to teach mi something rite now....tryg to hold on strong...whr r ya.....

2005-02-21T18:56:00.000-08:00

210205

patience....a powerful word....a word tt sometimes could nv describe me.....thru these months i'll haf to sae tt i haf been patient....patient wif something tt i realli tot would happen....mayb i just nd to go thru loads of hardships b4 having the results....Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life and there are few that finds it.(Matthew 7:13-14)....very meaningful....i guess im realli hoping fer a miracle...anways todae is the start of the ca week..seems like bowen is startg ca week n stuff liao..last time was onli class test n all tt....anways....todae is ss n eng paper which both were ok i guess....orh yah...black hawk down rawks..iz kinda farnnie..haha...well...whrs my mentor????.....

2005-02-18T19:21:00.000-08:00

180205

a big change ppl....a gre8 dae man....todae i could to tp....yah....den it was like i asked the cher den he let mi go....cool...yah it was gre8 lor the poly n i finalli found the course tt im set for....n i must sae it was the best poly visit too....like everything was planned beri well lor...got to noe like almost everything in detail lor...yah...den after tt tru rene glad yaza qy haz mui mui fi fi went to tm to look fer the class jersey stuff...bud when we went there the shop close dwn haha den we walk walk arnd den saw a playgrnd....den we were like playg there...den there was this turning thing yaza ask mi to try...so i tried den iz like i was carrying my bag den the more she turn i turn faster den my bag was liike flying up lor...haha....den they play water...den each of dem tried it n it was super farnnie when they screamed....haha....whrs my mentor???.....

2005-02-17T19:27:00.000-08:00

170205

well...all i can sae is this week isn't a gd week at all....to top it off e student council is having a reharsal tml n i cant go to tp....man...im like super wan go tp n to top it off even more dey all wan mi do dc duty........wah...........my future......i wan go see th desgining sch there man...y....arrggg........whrs my mentor????.....

2005-02-14T17:44:00.000-08:00

140205

If I could only let you know I'd give up everything I own For just one more day with you There's nothing I wouldn't do I could not let it pass me by If I make every sacrifice To bring me back your love If only we could live twice If only we could live twice....i guess this best suit my mood rite now....so much fer v dae...whrs my mentor???.....

2005-02-11T21:15:00.000-08:00

110205

well i ve nt blogged like fer 5 daes...erm anways on the 6th i went to get my passport stuff done up wif my dad n frens haha...quite lame...well its coz i was suppose to go to j8 wif glad to buy necklace...den lillian n shar joined us....yar so go make the passport photo lehx...dunno y the lady get fed up wif mi den gimme attitude...den im like just sit there quitely n she asked her fren to do it instead...so its like she is incompetent lor....ya anways waited fer quite long so after tt my dad fetched us to j8...den we ate some stuff...n i ate some fried spicy chicken which i must sae was gre8...yar den shop shop...lillian n glad bought a pair of sneakers frm converse...den i bought a necklace....den we took neoprints n went home...n again we had to chase fer the bus...hiax...it always happens at j8...den on the 8th...is the lunar new yr eve....den go sch fer like 2 hrs...sch ended at 9 which is like an hr earlier....yar den we went out again...erm rene tru shar lillian glad haz n me...yar so we went to far east den like most of the shops haven open so we walked to shaw ate a horrible breakfast at mc den walked back to far east..den tru did hair extentsion...lillian to...den we walked to takashymaya...coz lillian wan buy necklace....den after tt we walked to wisma to look fer cloths(mi n glad basicalli)....yar den after tt we went home....then yar 9th n 10th is new yr so i mostly went to grandma n aunts hse....den yar 10th was the bziest...coz ppl came to my hse...den im like diner gerl...serve food wash plates n all tt....yar den got a lil fun wif chattg wif my cousins...den todae super drained.....sch was realli short todae...n yup drained...some how he was a lil cold...????whrs my mentor???.....

2005-02-06T19:23:00.000-08:00

060205

wah...ystd was cool...i hung up on someone....guess he realli got on my nerves lor....so being harsh is nt e rite thing to do...bud well...some ppl do nd the harsh treatment....anways...ystd was quite borg coz was doin dnt stuff...den after tt go grandma hse....den play wif my cousins on play statn 2 n badminton....n sort of wasted time playg coz the shuttle cock keep hittg the ceiling....yar....den nite timego hm....den todae as usual...go church den go to supermarket wif parents sae some ex bowenians n Ian my pri 6 class mate...yar...den go hm....den erm after awhile go out wif mum to buy her new yr cloths.....den again saw ex bowenians....den again go supermarket n den hm...whao legs realli tired lor...anyways got more dnt to do....so....whrs my mentor???......

2005-02-04T18:55:00.000-08:00

040205

todaes a fridae....n it was sweet....hmm....ya....sweet....(nt countg tt someone spoiled my dae).....after sch we went to sp....it was lame lol...the min we step into some class all of them will gif us a look...to mi iz like we r aliens lor...den like all of them just sit there do nth dun bother to explain or anything...hiax.....den in bus trudu sae blue colour as cali...haha...other den tt nth liao lol....

2005-02-03T19:22:00.000-08:00

030201

okay...so todaes the cross country...i didnt realli run coz like super tired liao...den i keep irritatg mrs yong n she keep stranglg n whackg mi wif her water bottle....wah....firece...den after tt we go out lol rene tru glad shar lilian yaza qy n mi went to far east together n eat at bk...den yaza met her drama mates den she go wif them...den we went to look see at far east den i bough 2 tee shirts....den we walk walk n take neoprints which were gr8....hmm...ya was gre8 fun...den tru rene qy n mi went to watch movie while glad shar n lillian met ther pri sch fren...den we wanted to watch the phantom of the opera bud no haf liao hor...sad case...so in the end we like decide at the last min to watch the flight of the phoenix...yar....den it was lame lol n there was this person named elliot..haha...den after tt we walk to ps...den met jackson n all...den we meet glad n e rest there...den went home...cool dae....got some gre8 advice....thx mentor....

2005-02-02T19:47:00.000-08:00

020205

...tok to u latta.....bud nope guess he is just too bz.....nd help like loads of it tt guy is realli whacko....guess i shld nt haf toked to him...omg....he is so disgustg....anyways....todae as usual got sch ya den like glad told mi how tt kuku msg her to try to contact mi n all tt...man y dun he stop takg things fer granted i just started toking to him n he act like we noe each other fer yrs....arggg...get out of my life dude.....yup yup...den nth special happened in sch...den after sch just go hm wif rene lor...hiax todae like super sian....tml will be a betta dae...coz we r gonna go out..haha...finalli some spice in life...whrs my mentor????....

2005-02-01T19:07:00.000-08:00

010205

hmm.....i think i made a mistake by forgivg someone?.....wad haf i got myself into....man this is bad.....seems like its going to gif tt person the cold shoulder...anways...todae shalini sae i mux do gate duty hor...to train the juniors...hiyah anyways its kinda like a mixed blessing???anways ystd was listeng to my com mp3 songs...came across this lyrics im nt sure if im the girl of ur dreams bud i can show u wad love means....so meaningfull...den todae was fine...den after sch we all go hm .....so boring.....whrs my mentor????......

2005-01-31T18:52:00.000-08:00

310105

well iz been daes since i blogged...anyways been realli bz helpg my mum bake new yr goodies n stuff...fer like 2 weeks in a row...anyways...ystd i dunno y bud toked to a person tt i avoided fer one yr...mayb my menotor has realli taught mi well???....ya den like got chat chat lor...den i was like going to most of my aunts hse to gif them the goodies n came back around 10 plus....den todae as usual theres sch..which is realli startg to bore mi same routine everydae...hmmm....sianz....den after sch go hrtland mall wif rene to buy my shoe den after tt gp hm lol...yup n we were like laughg at how we fell dwn last time...my tot at this moment...haf i realli given up???...orh ya learnt something ystd...take the narrow path...whrs my mentor????

2005-01-28T20:39:00.000-08:00

280105

hmm....still cant ferget ystd stuff......anyways...todae is a fridae n yup iz like the best dae in aweek....beri lil books to bring n yup yup gt my fav sub...geog...erm....after sch had to wait fer dumb prefects meetg...which lasted so long n it didnt even concern bout us sec 5 prefects...loads of changes comeing up so watch out fer them...den after tt i went out wif the kukut= tribe...we went to heartland mall...den i ate lunch n then we went to buy jay chou concert live cd..its awesome i mux sae...den take pics n found out tt most of the machines there r a rip off...which was realli bad....anyways...after tt we went home lor....yup so tts abt all....whrs my mentor...????

2005-01-27T04:55:00.000-08:00

270105

kk...ystd suay...write blog halfway den internet gt prob...den cannot save draft somemore...so i sort of fergot wad i wrote ystd...orh ya the onli thing i rem was the dumb phy test.....it was like a realli lame n dunb test i screwed my first physics papper...hiax....think i let him dwn liao...den todae erm after sch go to tru hse to do project n was like rushing thru it coz we were onli given lke 4 daes to do so...sort of lame...bud anyways...tru hse is like a lan shop lol...got 4 coms....den erm fun fun lol surf net den she her bro n sis...cute cute one....anways erm....after tt go hm lol...ya....nth much so...whrs my mentor...???

2005-01-25T18:58:00.000-08:00

250105

todae sch was a total turn off.....first sub of the dae is physics...used to be my fav sub bud now....im slacking badly....dun no y lol....den iz like the teacher is just too diff....teaching method no need saela...super diff...almost one month liao....den iz like nt used to it lol.....ya....den erm...frm the first period on...i feel so sickn tired of everything liao....anyway...tts how felt like in sch...after sch was betta coz got eng class which i always look forward to coz can joke wif niss lo....hmmm...ya i rem b4 goin into class we were disturbing her n my hazeana was ike eh enuff is enuff la....den mi tru n glad sing the song enuff is enuff...den miss lo as mi to go to imh...den i told her 156 is the direc bus...den she se ok du step into he class...de mlike sneeking into the class whe she open the door haha....super funnie deb after class she sae pls go imh b4 coming to my class....wah ahahaha...so tml is the phy test....hiax....guess iz on my own fer phy now.....whrs my mentor.....?????

2005-01-24T18:38:00.000-08:00

240105

ok so these daes i ve not been bloogin coz i was like super sick during the long weekend....erm ya fridae i went out wif tru rene n shirlyn yup yup...den on saturdae i was sick yah wif fever flu cough n sore throat...how bad can it get...bud on tt dae i found out n completed the puzzle of him...i heard most of his stories n seen tt he has the wrong thinkg of some stuff....some how i hope to be the one to change his mindset n be the one hu changes all his thinkgs of these stuff...yup hopefulli i can be the one to mi if i haf to wait another yr....i will.....well yes yes these daes he seems bz wif cs n all....think of it iz kinda cool to be so into a game..haha....just like mi in aple...there was a time when to mi there was nth except maple....lame rite...okii....den yah saturdae sick lor den at home help my mum bake biscuit n some oat n cornflake stuff... den after tt go back to slp...wake up eat dinner n slp again...haha...like ham ham like tt...kk den sundae still sick didnt go church...den afternoon wake up feeling betta den do the english home work...chat wif him fer awhile den slp...den bake pineaplle tarts....had dinner den chiong abit of my chinese spelling den slp...lols...wad a weekend..den todae yah go sch n all tt then after sch went to compass wif kukutribe n shirlyn n den erm eat at captain cook n den went to popular...yup yup...den go home...well....whrs my mentor...????( phantom of the opera soundtrack is best...)

2005-01-21T06:48:00.000-08:00

210105

ya todae is a holidae coz iz hari raya....den tru rene shirlyn n mi go out watch movie n bought mt new yr cloths...ya we watched chucky thingy the show was like super lame de...in cinema got ppl scream over small stuff....dengot someone sae she love the driver...lame de...anyway she nt sinaporean...ya den b4 tt i bought cloths n we take neoprints....den after the movie shirlyn n i went home...den i sit at sengkang mrt station doin nth wait fer parents who went to chinatown...ya was hoping tt he would msg to chat chat or something bud anyways he seem bz....kk den ystd nv blog coz too tired n sick ler...got sore throat...bud todae like quite ok liao...hmm....these few daes he bz wif games n mayb other ppl???.....whrs my mentor...????

2005-01-19T07:36:00.000-08:00

2005-01-19T03:26:00.000-08:00

190105

todae....sch to mi was alil weird...dunno y bud just weird....frm morning till afternoon i didnt feel like myself....den after sch we went to ngee ann poly.....which to mi was so so...coz there was nt many courses tt attracted mi at all....den we were like on the bus go around den look see at the filming sch thingy n den went to the convention centre to get cotton candy n pop corn.....ya.....den we went to their sch canteen n wanted to eat den in the end we didnt...we all went home on the same buz den rene n i went compass point to eat at captain cook....den todae i suddenli feel beri distant frm him...i guess its coz of frens hu keep trying to pull us together or something...n make until i sort of cannot face him at all....makes mi feel bad fer him....bud anyways...wif tt aside....todae has been ok lah besides the aching shoulder n all....n oh ya...the lockers in the sch...realli pathetic....cannot tahan....whrs my mentor....?????

2005-01-18T20:20:00.000-08:00

180105

okii...todae i got up even later den yestd n mysteriously got to glad hse in time....then walk to sch lor hor...hmmm...den todae pai seh by teachers twice...so paiseh......den erm after sch mi glad tru n rene went to hougang mall lor...coz we want go library....erm....den b4 tt we went to the pizza huy to eat...den we see tt time service nt veri gd so we make difficulties fer the waitress lol coz her attitude abit got prob lol...so we ask fer extra plate...xtra fork...chilli sauce....den the reciept we put on the outside of the drink glass to make it wet...haha...i noe its lame bud this kind of thing no choice one hor...den we tok tok lor....ya...den go library to look fer books hor...den glad n tru go look fer art stuff.....den mx came den we see awhile den i go look fer story books...hmmm....den sort of tot someone wld msg n chat chat...bud nv...its ok i guess....den erm i borrow a book den we went home....den mi n rene go compass point to buy ear stick thingy n went home...wif an aching back coz the sch bag like super heavy lor...ya....hmmm....reflections fer todae lehx...ermm.....hope to see his voice soon.....coz i guess he realli brighten up my dae....n i mean everydae.....no matter which angle i look at him he suddenli just looks perfect...realli hoping fer a miracle.....whrs my mentor.....??????

2005-01-17T21:12:00.000-08:00

170105..

ya so todae is a mondae la hor den go sch....orh ya wake up late den meet at gladys hse olso late....den go sch olso almost late....hmm...den todae the classes beri boring except fer english....miss lo is just so farnnie to be wif.....look at her face i wanna laugh liao....den todae someone kana scold by miss lo coz sort of nv pay attentn lol hor...hmmm.....last time tot it was nth bud lately feelings has became realli real....den after sch chinese teacher nt around so mr soo relief the class den do the wk sheet den go hm wif glad lol....ya....at least still can see his voice...need some advice.....whr is my mentor.....?????